Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Death Of Venus

Title: The Death Of Venus
Word Count: 174
Story Notes: I had this little drabble in an old notebook. I liked the concept, so I re-worked and re-wrote it.


A radio was playing softly; an old rounded contraption covered in dried blood. A hand, stained red, reached up and gently caressed the wooded surface. It turned the knobs and increased the volume. This was the best part. The pitch of the violins rising mournfully; they could almost make you cry out in pain, they were so beautiful.

The red streaks scattered over the hand-me-down music player stood out in fascinating contrast to the pale wood. It needed to be cleaned. A sob broke from a throat already too cracked from crying. The music, once so calming was no longer doing the trick.

The deed had been done. There was no way to turn back time. No way to right what had been wronged so violently last night. The violins cut suddenly. The song had ended. This was it. With a click, the hand turned off the radio.

There was a deep breath and green eyes finally looked back the bloody mess that had once been a person.

Venus lay dead on the floor.  

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Tittle: Dark
Word Count: 94
Story Notes: This is pretty recent. It's also pretty much raw feelings. I suffer from horrible depression and anxiety. It keeps me up at night.



The dark seeps through
It pierces the flesh
Settles deep inside my mind
It tells me horrors
And lies and truth
All designed to force surrender

And deep inside
This traitorous brain
The thoughts are turning darker still
My very skin crawls with hate
For this pitiful creature I’ve become
Everything but the darkness is gone

The night  
Will soon be nothing more than a faded dream
Another day lived in groggy anxiety
Sleep would help tomorrow go smoother
But sleep will not come
Can’t sleep in the light, can’t sleep in the dark

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

I Am



Tittle: I Am
Word Count: 103
Story Notes: I wrote this poem 8 or so years ago. Back in High School. I probably would have done a few things different if I were to re-write it, but I kind of like it the way it is.

I am the knife that pierces her skin.
I am her lust, her secrets, her sin.
I am the reason she flinches from touch.
I am her tears when she's had far too much.
I am the life that she hides from her friends.
I am the gun that she chose for her end.
I am her hand as she writes her last prose.
I am her fear in this death that she chose.
I am her eyes widened in shock.
I am her scream, heard 'round the block.
I am the dirt that covers her grave.
I am her life, taken away.

I'm not dead. I swear!

It's been over a year since I posted anything here. Um. Hi all two followers! I'm going to try and start this up again. For now, I'll go with once a week for an update. Okay. Cool.