Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Title: Louise Is Sleeping
Word Count: 55
Story Notes: Another work related poem


Louise is sleeping
For once, the house is at peace
I ate too much
The blueberries tasted like mold
Despite the fullness in my belly,
I feel sleep coming
I know the moment I close my eyes
She’ll be up and needing attention
My job doesn’t allow for much sleep
Maybe I should change careers

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Totally missed last week. Oops.

Title: Shadows And Fog
Word Count: 77
Story Notes: Something happened to me last week that nearly sent me spiraling to suicide. This is something that came from that darkness.


Today the world’s in fog
The colors seem so muted
When I told my mother my suspicions
Her eyes filled with tears
She looked straight at me
And she did nothing to assure me
That my assumptions were wrong
My whole life I’ve tried
To get blood from this stone
A fruitless task, I realize now
And coming to terms
With this thing I now know
Has cast me deep
Into a world of shadows and fog

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Title: Lucinda Dreams
Word Count: 270
Story Notes: I wrote this yesterday. It probably could use some sprucing up, but I kind of like it the way it is. It's 8am and I haven't slept and but I tried to do a quick once over to make sure that everything makes sense.


Lucinda had a dream. She found herself in the home of her childhood. Everyone was there. Everyone who was long dead sat at the kitchen table; Mom had had made her famous meatloaf. In her dream, they had all been aged. Grant would be close to graduating high school. He wore glasses, their lenses thick black. His clothes stylish, his pants tight; her baby brother was a hipster. He laughed when she told him so.
Dad told a story from work. He had been promoted last month. Soon, he said, he would be bringing home the big bucks. Maybe they could go on a trip this summer; Mom looked wistful and told them how much she wanted to go back to Key West.
A loud crash sounds in the apartment next door. Lucinda is pulled roughly from her dream into reality. A reality where they never went to Key West and Grant never made it out of middle school, where Dad had never been promoted and Mom’s famous meatloaf recipe had burned up in the fire that took their lives. They were all dead.  And yet, the dream had felt so real. Almost like she had entered into a world where her life had never come crashing down around her.

                Lucinda closed her eyes and thought of her family. She remembered the smell of Mom’s cooking. She remembered the sound of Grant’s voice and the feel of Dad’s arms around her as he held her tight.  Slowly it started to come back to her. She smiled as she drifted off.

Lucinda dreams. And when morning comes, she doesn’t wake up. 

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Title: Insomnia
Word Count: 76
Story Notes: A poem about my horrible insomnia. I'll try and write a short story for next week. I feel like I've been updating with too many poems lately.


When I was in middle school,
I used to fall asleep around midnight
When I was in high school,
It was closer to one
Then it was two
But never much worse than that
I can’t sleep
I don’t sleep until nearly 6am
And that’s on a good day
Last night I didn’t sleep at all
I fell asleep at 10am today
I’m always so tired, so why can’t I sleep?
The insomnia is getting worse

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Jumbled Thoughts

Title:  Jumbled Thoughts
Word Count: 84
Story Notes: So... I haven't updated in 2 weeks. Oops. Another poem I wrote at work. Just trying to get some thoughts out.


Lonely, I sit here
In a bed that’s not my own
I wonder if my life
Is on the right track

Is this job
The job that I was meant to have
Is this life
The life that I was meant to lead

Time goes by
Everything changes
Nothing for the better
I feel my sanity slipping through my fingers

I can’t remember the last time
I felt confident about the future
I can’t remember the last time
I knew everything would be okay




Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Cry

Title: Cry
Word Count: 103
Story Notes: I wrote three poems at work this past weekend. They're all kind of bits of jumbled thoughts. I love them. This is one of those poems.


Cry now
Your eyes fill
The tears slip down your cheeks
The sobs are choking
The pain
The sadness
The very act of crying makes your heart ache
Life has been a dream
That turned into a nightmare
Love is overwhelming
Time is fleeting
The years are growing shorter
They fly by in an instant
Time cannot heal
When there is not enough time to go around
Your body shakes with anguished heaves
You cry so hard that you start to laugh
A bitter sound
Contains no joy
You laugh so hard that you cry again
And cry for days
And never stop

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

A Movie's Being Made

Title: A Movie's Being Made
Word Count: 45
Story Notes: Observational poetry.

Jeans tucked into black boots
A girl that I don’t know
The trees don’t have their leaves yet
It doesn’t feel like spring
The air is sharp and biting
The grass is cool and damp
The sky is grey with rainclouds
A movie’s being made